This film began with a question I couldn't understand: why did I want to tell a story about BDSM when I had never practiced it myself? I kept wondering how the shame of living in a body I could never fully control might be transformed into safe pleasure. At the same time, I couldn't stop doubting my own desire. How am I different from the person who abused me? How can violence and BDSM be different? Yeon-ok is someone who lives these questions out in the open. In this film, BDSM is not an answer or a space of liberation, but a practice of making, testing, and respecting boundaries. Her final performance is not a moment of triumph, but another moment of questioning. Through this film, I wanted to move my own questions outside myself. For me, creation is a form of play that helps endure sorrow.